As an evolved soul with too many reincarnations to count, I realize that a lot comes with sacrifice and learning lessons in order to gain certain roles in certain hierarchies. This becomes evident even with supernatural higher powers, such as angels, guides, lightworkers and mystics. There is a ladder to climb with this type of journey, and each lifetime propels you to another step higher up the ladder. It’s interesting, but I noticed that I myself used this lifetime with my consciousness and awareness in order to manipulate and build myself to who I wanted to become. I did this bit by bit. I took my steps and analyzed my situation around me through time. I came onto this earth in this lifetime as a lightworker, then I shifted gears and became a sexual healing angel, and now I am an angel who deals with financial crises. This is all dictated by higher forces up there, and with standard Euro American Christianity, and the major template for the widened Catholic and Protestant population over time, the older forces that lived more lives than you and experienced more strife and turmoil than you are the ones that can zap their fingers and change your circumstances more easily and in a more weighting manner. In today’s standards, general mass consciousness refers to contemporary rules of guidance and ethics through the Akashic Records. The Council of Elders contain a group of individuals who are always there to judge how a less evolved soul with fewer incarnations is to go along with their fated journey, be it through reincarnation, some form of karma, or punishment for the current lifetime’s woes and mishaps.
I reincarnated into this specific lifetime as a lightworker who did not necessarily want to experience another lifetime again on Earth. I am sure one of my energetic superiors suggested this onto me, most likely the Council of Elders, in order to help our current generation in the new millennium look over their current practices and how they were behaving in certain ways that ruined the way the natural healthy ecosystem of energetic beings should have reacted. There has been overpopulation practices over the past century, as we have exponentially grew in population from 1 billion to 8 billion all within a span of only a century. Industrialization practices have created more pollution practices with nature. Perhaps this is why we’ve seen a swarm of new infectious diseases come up that have captured the general population as a whole. Greed has taken a stance in relation to capitalism, and the need to continually earn more and outdo one another creates competitive stances that take up more natural resources at the same time.
As a lightworker, I was asked to come down onto earth in order to teach less evolved souls love. As a 5D climate version of our 3D climate timespace beings, we are simply a more friendly, kind, and evolved version of our 3D selves. It is a different future reality that exists, and the human species here seem to understand one another a bit better than our 3D selves. I took my prior reincarnation roles in order to help me withstand the climate of this existing lifetime in this generation, which was not easy in and of itself. There was going to be more pollution, greed, fighting, destruction of natural resources and warfare to hit the spot from time to time. My most recent reincarnations helped me understand such issues as broken hearts and warfare when fighting for combat. I was supposed to use all this understanding in order to be a lightworker who taught love to the general population.
The first major duty in this lifetime was to overcome my romantic relationship hurdles that my soul experienced in my previous two lifetimes ago. This involved the existing residual experience of having been stuck to a husband in a toxic relationship for most of my adult life. I was a housewife who gave birth to 5 children. Having been a supporter who would provide most of the financial support to a large family gave that husband the power and rationale to act as though he was the one who could dictate whatever he wished. This happens a lot in patriarchial households. This is why you saw a lot of feminist and women’s rights groups rise to the surface, especially during the times when industrialization first appeared and only men could work. I was moreso assigned to the role as a housewife whose role was to look after children and tend to them in the best way possible. In that particular lifetime, I probably gained my emotional traction of hating men in general and not wanting to be in relationships at all. Yet, I know that it was probably in my soul contract in this lifetime to learn more about men in order to overcome this negative attribute. I ended up dating way too many different men of too many sorts, and this was all to teach me a lesson about the true nature of men. What I know is that in the back of my mind, I always wanted to instinctively know what starsign and birthdate they had, to see how their energies matched up with my energies.
This energetic flow of men seemed to come in a way that was effortless for me. I had no issues finding the strange, odd, or out of place ones. As a result, I ended up dating men who had sexual issues. I myself had dealt with my own sexual trauma issues as well. I was very sheltered and grew up with overprotective parents who didn’t want me to date or engage in any sexual activity. I didn’t even know what masturbation was until I finally looked up what it was and googled how to do it at the age of 17 in my senior year of highschool. “Ouch!” I squirmed to my highschool crush one summer while we were fooling around naked. He wanted to rub my clitoris to get me aroused. I didn’t react in the usual manner. “Don’t you do this to yourself?” He asked. I didn’t. I didn’t know what it was until later on. This whole theme of sexual trauma overtook me for a long while in my teenage years and early twenties. It was my karma to experience what it was like dealing with trauma in the sexual department. As a result, my soul became much more understanding and empathetic towards the males I came across who came across the same awkward and unusual circumstances and emotions they felt towards sex. This involved sexual transgenders, those who hated women’s emotional pms but still held primal urges to want to stick their dick into their pussies, those with erectile dysfunction, and those with delayed ejaculation. All these types of experiences accumulated over the course of more than a decade, and with my pre existing emotions and experience pertaining to this, I found it easier to deal with this and help the men involved.
Karma was a huge intuitive theme for me as a child, and it still persists today in milder forms. I knew that I had gained some sort of role as a spirit healer, most likely in the sexual healing department since it was such a persistent theme for me throughout this lifetime. My earth angel friend Elissa, who couldn’t necessarily follow through with her earth angel role in this lifetime, ended up having to pay for it through a concussion that the higher forces gave her. I instinctively knew something would occur if she hadn’t started promoting and advertising her role as one soon enough, since it was in her soul contract to come into this life and save her ex boyfriend’s life. Justin became the alcoholic and addict with a frontal lobe injury having gone through a car accident that led him to develop certain cognitive deficits and mental issues thereafter. She came into his life at a time that was crucial, he needed love at that time in order to sustain himself and not take away his own life. When others asked her why she kept in touch with him still and was still clinging to him, her response was “I’m saving his life!”.
As time passed, it was within Justin’s fate to die and become the actual wings on her back. He died of a seizure. I knew that higher forces, the big archangels, were all overseeing this situation, as she had an important role to play. When it didn’t follow through in time, she received that concussion to her shock. She did get a glimpse of the other side though, and saw what the 5D climate was like. She wanted to be there instead of down here on earth. She took her dose of fentanyl in order to make that final move to cross over to the other side after being fed up with all the unnatural energetic forces thrusted around her. The paranormal forces were a bit too much to bear, especially the negative forces as well that she picked up on more easily than the average person as an earth angel.
In the meanwhile with all of this, I was stuck on earth still living and witnessing my best friend and her ex pass away with a span of a few years. I myself had dealt with quite a bit too, including having a negative entity stuck on my chest for a few years that happened to take hundreds of dollars from me over and over again, in patterns that added up to around 10k or more. I questioned what exactly was withdrawing this money from my account, and Elissa had initially mentioned that it was a spirit entity that did that. I visited a few more psychics that also verified this fact. “But it likes you, and it will continue to do this for some time!” one Hindu psychic mentioned about my situation. I went to another one who would try to help this dead murderer cross over to the other side and leave me alone. When this was done, there were still at least a few more rounds of hundreds being taken from my account every few months. I decided to do a deep prayer finally for the upper sources to get rid of this continual pattern. I saw a dead rat on my couch a week later, indicating that this feat had been solved. Amen to that.
A bit of time had passed now. I was in my late 30s and my soul was getting used to my current and new circumstances I was surrounded by. My best friend and her ex were gone. I relaxed after having dealt with the large chunks of money being taken here and there over time by said ghost. Yet, I came across another dilemma. I was probably reaching my mid life crisis and tired of having slept with too many men. I didn’t want to be that 20 year old that would easily sleep with a male after he invited me over to his place after the third date. I shifted and took on a less positive outlook towards sex. I needed to calm myself down with my numbers. I needed to go through a celibacy period. I only clung onto one of my sexual partners and willingly had sex with him. With the others, I would decline them whenever they phoned me and tried to reach out to me for contact. I even thought to myself, did I want to necessarily become an angel who specialized mostly in sex? I know that Justin wasn’t that happy being Elissa’s wings. Yet that was his predetermined fate. I wondered whether I could dictate and change my fate in all of this as well. I am sure I could. I was born on the Day of Passionate Care according to the Secret Language of Birthdays. There was an entry in my specific birthday that caught my eye as a teen. It stated that my main focus was on completing tasks and goals that I set up for myself. There was an line within that book that mentioned that the more complex, evolved versions of the one born on my birthdate would use psychic powers to sort of manipulate their current circumstances in order to achieve what they wanted. I saw this definitely being the case when Elissa came into my life and aided me with her Earth Angel and 5D Angel roles on the other side after her suicide.
I knew that I had gained quite a bit coming across all of these men that had issues in the sexual department in my life. There were some instances that led me to helping these unique souls out in themselves in interesting ways. I had to actually go through quite a bit myself in order to emit my energetic healing tendencies and help treat these men. I even went through a pregnancy in order to do this, in order to help a young insecure teenager overcome his confidence issues with sexual performance having had delayed ejaculation problems. Having dealt with this department as a source of focus for quite some time, I eventually began to feel slightly burnt out, emotionally. Anyone would. I remember mentioning to my friend one day prior to giving him his usual sex session that I was a bit tired of having sex with different men. “It’s too emotional, I’d rather focus on finances!” I complained to him while we both prepared to take off our pants.
This thought and desire to also deal with healing others in the finance department came about as a strong theme of mine that I always kept in my head. My rationale for this was that I had already had a ghost take about 10k from my bank account over the years as well, be it having been stuck on my chest, or having crossed over to the other side. During all of this, I had to lie to my own mother about my financial situations, and I had to become extremely frugal and hyper alert of any massive withdrawals from my account. I knew what it was like to feel the pain of having money stolen from me. This was at least a key that would lead me to open the doorways to becoming perhaps a healer who helped others go through the same financial situations as well. Losing huge amounts, especially primitive primal needs such as food and shelter, can be traumatic. I witnessed this in my own experiences of having money taken away from me.
It wasn’t until the covid pandemic lockdown that I had started to see how drastically losing something such as ones own business could bring any small business owner to break down in tears. All these restaurants had to shut down due to lack of customers because they had to stay at home and wear face masks. This was just as emotional as engaging in unusual sexual behaviour, losing money. When Heidi Montag and Spencer Pratt from the hit reality show The Hills lost their million dollar home due to the Palisades wildfire, like several other celebrities within reach, their own tears streamed down their cheeks uncontrollably as they had to put up with interview after interview about how they coped with losing their mansion and all the memorabilia and items that meant so much to them.
Moreso, they did not have a place to sleep in anymore. This is a thought that would frighten and scare any soul, be it an animal or human being. We all need the comfort of our own home that we can easily go back to. It is a place that gives us that sense of relaxation, that everything is okay, we are in a good place. I myself had to question this as my rent payment cheque bounced, which delayed me from being able to pay off my most basic need when it came to budgeting and hashing out where to put my money. I knew that day, when my cheque bounced, that money to me meant the most to me when I could use it to help pay off my primal needs-a home. I had a panic attack thinking of all the circumstances that would come about from not being able to pay my own rent. I liked living in my apartment. It was a bachelor’s apartment that I’d been at for 10 years. I paid less than 1k a month for this. I had my own kitchen and several closets where I stuck all my items inside. I evolved with the place over the years. I cherish that couch that I bought for only 10 dollars from the moving service driver while he helped me unpack the other furniture I had luckily received for free from a used home furniture depot for those on social assistance. It took a few years before I purchased a nice high definition television where I could watch my daily favourite youtube channels every morning. My own sense of comfort only grew with the more time I spent here, accompanied by my physical presence inside this small apartment.
This cheque being bounced was not so much perpetuated by the murderer who stole my mom’s lucky money years back, it was moreso the team on Elissa’s side. She was on the other side now overseeing things, and decided to also tune into my concerns about having to spread my duties in terms of areas of healing. I don’t think I would have been able to take it on as a full on 24/7 sexual healer, so perhaps I could help others with their finances as well, since it can be a source of struggle for any human being too. She understood my concerns, and helped me acheive my aims and goals by listening to them, providing me with certain circumstances that would help me understand more emotionally about financial loss. Cards have been taken from me before. Hundreds of dollars have been withdrawn again. This time, not from negative entities, but angels themselves. This was to teach me what it felt like to go through financial upheaval. I was paying my dues with karma in this manner.
I can see how that passage from The Secret Language of Birthdays was correct now in mentioning that I helped carve out certain situations throughout time with my own initiated actions. 10 years ago was completely different than what it was 5 years ago even for mass consciousness or society as a whole. Now we are at the year 2025, where I am receiving more signs that my role as a finance healer will come to fruition as well to go along with being a sexual healer. For one, looking at society right now and where we are at the moment, I can see how dealing with finance crises will be just as much as a concern for the general public as sexual issues. Throughout this year in itself, Donald Trump has mentioned about applying global tariffs to all countries around the world. There are already trade wars that are stemming left and right. Come fall, when Trump places the full 100 percent tariffs on China, we will see an economic crash come about in some way. This ban of imports and exports is only natural given the build up to World War 3 we already see ourselves in, and restricting shipment of products to other countries is only reasonable within this whole war regime that must follow certain regulations in order to carry out its aims and duties. There probably won’t be as many people having sex with one another like in the post world war 2 era that was busy trying to expand the world population. It isn’t the Baby Boomer era. We are moreso in the phase of building ourselves towards the opposite scenario, with destroying our own species’ population with nuclear threats and fights. As a result, the economy is going to have to go through a hold down. There will be stock market crashes. People will be too busy running from their homes to work and save money. Layoffs will come about as public infrastructure gets destroyed with nuclear tomahawk missiles.
I’ve adapted and played along with the circumstances and situations that have been placed in front of me on a year by year basis. My own life has been a rollercoaster of ups and downs. To witness it go from one direction to another has been interesting and exciting, and it has also given me quite a bit of emotion. I have to remember that this is my own video game, and thankfully I do have the controller in front of me to point me in what way I want to turn, given what I have in front of me with my surroundings on my screen. My former Earth Angel best friend who is now a Guardian Angel of some sort has helped me. My duties in racking up my karma points with dating interesting men who have gone through their strife has helped me earn my points too. Now, being placed in a scene whereby I am to see an economic crash come soon has pointed me to a journey and role that is the equivalent to earning my own role as a diversified Angel who deals with finances too who is ascending to the next level in my own game of life. I will help others overcome financial hurdles that will sprout when I naturally get a chance to. I will help others take precedence and enjoy their sexual endeavors for how they are, no matter how awkward these certain personal situations may be. Everyone has many different areas of strife and stress that can manifest in their life. It is up to our Angels to help guide us through these obstacles the proper way.
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