Before we complete another lifetime on earth with new lessons, new life themes, and more, we are provided with certain guidelines as to what will happen. These guidelines can dictate when you’ll die, when you’ll meet your soul family member, when you’ll get into that fateful accident and more. It’s up to your spirit guide to make sure things go according to plan, although free will is never taken away. You always have the free will to kill yourself, murder someone else, or not get into a destined relationship with someone to garner up your lessons.
It’s interesting, but I know for one that I have been way too conscious in this lifetime. There have been certain powerful instinctual intuitions that I’ve carried over into this lifetime. It’s a natural tendency for one to carry over these overlaps in powerful emotions and see it carry itself through in tiny ways. It gives you ways to hone in on the clues that your instincts are telling you, as these feelings become very encompassing at times in your current lifetime. You don’t know where they come from necessarily, but there is a strong path for you to listen to them and see where it takes you.
I know that before I reincarnated, I probably was given general guidelines as to my life lessons, themes, and even my death. I can’t help but think that I was almost preparing myself for this lifetime, as I wanted things to go the way things were planned and properly. It’s also sometimes easier to have something to follow, and for me, a lot of this was with future guidelines in things like astrology and palmistry. I probably planned out my death. Prior to the reincarnation, I had no idea how it would come about, as these life plans aren’t explicitly stated and scientifically noted. God doesn’t write 10 page scientific papers about your soul contract. Things aren’t provided in such detailed and very structured ways whereby you know the exact time, place, setting you’ll get into that car crash. Who will be the perpetrator of this crash? What street intersection will you be at during that accident? What time will the accident occur? These tiny details will be left undecided.
Clues as to how my soul has been given intuitive guidelines has been with my obsession with my break in my lifeline on my palm. The lifeline on your palm is the third curved line closest to your thumb. Some psychics use it to discern how long you’ll live. If you have a short one, you will live a short life. If you have a long one, it will be a long one. I myself actually have a break in my lifeline. A break usually indicates a huge transition in ones lifetime. Something major could happen. A major accident. Death. I would stare at my palm and look at it in concern for no apparent reason, yet the views of the break always triggered this sense of worry. I tried to discern what my astrological houses meant, what a current transit was going to bring about. Would there be that current transit that would indicate my planned death? How could planets point to death?
In this lifetime, I haven’t necessarily even been too afraid of death. I am aware that there is more out there, that beings don’t just disappear when their physical bodies stop working. It has shown through the ways I’ve reacted to situations. It’s almost as though I’m awaiting my time on that other side in anticipation of it, which is a rarity in itself.
I remember hearing about Elissa’s death, which occurred a year after Justin’s death. Something in me told me to not place too much of a negative emphasis on this, as she continues on. My friends came to me and consoled me over this matter, as it is not easy losing a friend to suicide. I intuitively knew she was on the other side, and probably watching over me from time to time. This helped me understand that there wasn’t necessarily an end to anything. Being somewhat claircognizant, I realized it was easier to let this event be and allow things to have taken its course. It’s because I had a completely different perspective of this than how the usual person would have reacted to death.
I also have always pondered when my own time would be like, as though it was something to be awaited and looked forward towards. This feeling has always clung onto me throughout my entire life. Now I realize that it’s because I am a lightworker who is just a bit more cognizant of how things are played out in all of this. It’s almost as though death is an event I should anticipate and be happy about, since I know the other side, the 5D side, brings a lot of joy and happiness. I even remember reading a passage from Doreen Virtue’s book about Lightworkers that stated that some lightworkers were prone to killing themselves here on 3D earth because they couldn’t stand the climate. I can relate to that feeling of not being able to adjust myself all too well. I want to be somewhere else alright.
I used to worry about building a life for myself in my mid 40s and onwards, but now I realize that priorities have changed. For one, the end of days for the human species as a whole is due in sometime. I no longer worry about finding the one to settle down with and start a family with, as I need to rearrange how to adapt to my social environment now. I have been getting seizures every few weeks related to my menstrual cycle, and I can’t help but think that this is something that is preparing me for what is upcoming. Maybe it ties in with my break in my lifeline on my palm. Maybe that’s how I’ll go out, with a large seizure.
These instinctive cues just seemed to add up over time, and I’m sure I will continue to get more hints as to what’s in store for me. I’m glad that I defy the stereotypical norm of how death should be looked upon though, as there has always been this implicit understanding in me that there’s definitely more out there.
This is also a perfect example of how energy can be transmuted. I’ve probably reincarnated way too many times to count and am fully aware that there is nothing to be afraid of at all with death. Death doesn’t necessarily occur because I’ll be somewhere. My own soul and parts of my energy will travel elsewhere and be in another realm, but maybe that isn’t a bad thing at all. This is an understanding that most people find hard to grasp, but you have to be an immensely old soul to finally grapple with this instinct, and that implicit understanding of the life cycle and how things don’t get destroyed, but more so recycled, really helps you put things into perspective and take in tragic events like all of this.
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