The future version of you (somewhere on the 5D plane) will periodically cry for your attention during the present moment. The future version of you will come to you in your dreams, when you are at a higher frequency state, during your REM state. The 5D version of you will help you soothe any underlying worries you may have at the present moment. I recognized this after having had several wacky dreams over the years that were really just my future self trying to help solve my sexual trauma. It’s interesting, but I can vividly remember a few of them that were all directed towards my issues with boys and sex.
I grew up with the strangest fear of sex. I poured a little bit of sexual trauma onto myself through my upbringing and my paranoid tendencies. I remember finding out how to masturbate properly and give myself an orgasm for the first time right before I finished highschool. My highschool sweetheart and the first guy to fool around with me woke me up to what sex was. He had touched my clitoris and started massaging it. I flinched and shouted “ooouch!” He looked at me in surprise and shock. “Don’t you do this to yourself?” He asked.
It wasn’t until later that evening that I properly googled “orgasm”. It was the summer of gr 12, and our family had finally received home internet. I was situated in front of my bedroom desk and had my computer to myself. I started researching this, and decided to try this deed myself. I started rubbing that area, and it took about a few minutes before I finally gave myself a proper orgasm for the first time in my life. Later that night, I went to bed scared wondering what the hell I had done to myself. I continued the pattern of masturbating every night for some reason though. I posted on a message board, “Are there any health benefits to masturbating everyday?” in concern. I honestly was concerned whether there were long term consequences of this.
I can’t say my relationship with sex was much smoother during the coming decade. I had developed an honest sexual trauma for some reason, and it really carried out with my interactions with guys and my constant dating around. I even ended up working at a massage parlor to help me get over this trauma of mine.
My future self is my mind that is trying to communicate with me in some way about the present circumstances and attempt to solve problems. As mentioned by Freud, your dreams can tell you things through images, signs, and symbols. It’s up to you to interpret these dreams, but signs are being sent.
I remember one night downing this bottle of melatonin, which is a a good sleeping supplement. It tends to give you vivid dreams that stick in your mind after you wake up. I was reading and researching Madonna about half an hour before heading to bed. I remember going through her wikipedia article, watching her youtube videos, and listening a bit of my music which included great songs like Vogue, Like a Prayer, and Papa Don’t Preach. Little did I know that my 5D self would meet Madonna’s 5D self a few hours later during REM sleep.
Madonna had just released a new book in my dream. Everyone knew about it. There was going to be a celebrity gathering of some sort in tribute to her new book. It was a great publicity stint. I think I was able to make it there because my mind was concentrating on her, almost summoning her in some way. I made it there with the rest of the guests. I told my friend Jay about this new upcoming book of hers, and was quickly about to get ready to head to her place. I was scrummaging through my items, putting on my clothes trying to look the best I could, and packing everything up. I couldn’t forget her new memoir too of course! As I was doing this, I could hear my mom’s voice nagging in the background. “Where are you headed? When will you be home?” she asked fervently. She always showed her concern in a manner that was too abrupt and too personal, bordering annoying nonetheless. Ironically, she was the one who added to my sexual trauma too, since she was the one who forbid me from dating and having sex as a teen. “You’ll grow more zits on your face!” she lauded. “If you have sex, the semen will go up your butt and make it sag like an old lady’s!” She commended.
As I flew over to her place, I was surrounded by many celebrities and people in general. They were all gathered around in little groups during this dinner event. I had to swarm left and right to make my way through the heaps of people until I finally stood a few inches from the one and only Madonna. I trudged my way through Conan O’brien as I saw him with the suit. There was Oprah Winfrey to my right just a few steps away. She had to keep up with 100 guests after all, and now I was standing beside her. My 5D self was flustered and a bit awestruck. The queen of pop was standing right in front of me! (In my dream, of course ;p). It was amazing to have some celebrity icon in a dream tend to you and give you your attention, if only briefly!
Meeting eye to eye with her, I showed her the book that I bought. I had the sense of frantic urgency carried with me. I said to her, “I’ve had longstanding sexual trauma issues with me ever since I’ve been a teen.” I looked at her as though she was a doctor for my sexual trauma. She patted me on the back, and we shared a comforting bond at that moment, however brief it was. Madonna’s 5D spirit was consoling my 5D spirit in this manner. It wasn’t long though until she had to turn away and face her attention to the millions of other celebrities and figures all fishing for her attention. I caught a glimpse of Madonna and revealed to her my issues! It was for 2 seconds, but I felt that brief moment of consolation.
This is just one classic example of how our 5D selves in our future realm tries to solve problems for us in order to help us feel better when we wake up. My 5D self was just desperate to help me drop by sexual trauma. I had just read about Madonna 30 min before I headed to bed. This was a classic opportunity to derive up the concept to meet 5D spirit Madonna to settle any matters I had in this realm. She is someone who wants people to express their sexuality in a healthy way. It’s shown through the way she advertises herself as a sex icon and pop icon in the media. We meet other 5D selves that are roaming around as well in our mind. Dreams are meant to solve underlying emotional issues that have been clinging to us for years on end. This is why we always feel better with a good night’s rest, not as startled and disturbed as much.
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